Highs & Lows

i used to feel this feeling.
feeling of being left alone
i used to cope it, and alhamdulillah
by His mercy, i survived those tests.

and now, i am being tested again.
the same feeling.
the same scars. opened again.
i used to manage them.

but this time,
it is not the same.
i can't even put myself together.

i used to feel this feeling, and by His mercy, i can.
but why i can't do it today?
i don't know.




somebody ask me: are you hurt?
me: yes.

but, in reality, no one ever ask me. so i created my own other me to ask me.

other me: are you hurt?
me: yes.