Sunday, April 22, 2012

Assalamualaikum.

today after subuh, i slept again, because subuh here is too early. like 4.28 in the morning. and Allah gave me this dream. He threw me into a war, in Islamic country, which i don't know where. massacre in front of my eyes.

one day, i went to solat jumaat. and at that time, the Khatib was reading the khutba. He is so spiritous, and I adored him masyaAllah. and suddenly, a group of men, burst into masjid with swords in their hand. every muslim in the mosque was slaughtered by them. those people, who burst into masjid, wore their army suit, and they kept shouting something in arabic. one word i could guess. Shia.

then, i realized, i was in Syria.

then, one man came to me, and he grabbed my neck and made me stand. He laughed at me. He lowered his body, put his hands under my thigh, and lift me, threw me through the window. i fell on a table. and there i saw blood and tears. and it was hurt. really.

blood and tears.

MasyaAllah, i was so scared. i saw a man. He was wearing a pink long sleeve shirt. his body spattered with blood. he was holding something. i tried to get up. but i didn't felt my legs. i grabbed the next table beside me. then i saw the man again. he was holding, a flesh. and he was crying so hard masyaAllah.

i was too afraid. i was too scared.

then i woke up. with strong heart beats, and tears in my eyes.

masyaAllah. astaghfirullah.