Tuesday, July 10, 2012

saya! saya!

Assalamualaikum!

seperti yang telah disuggest(kah? atau saya sahaja yang perasan lebih? ah bioorrr) saya juga telah mengambil satu langkah bijak di dalam mengisi masa bosan menunggu hari hari untuk praktikal dengan membuat satu test yang kalau dalam bahasa melayunya ialah test kenali diri. atau dalam bahasa germannya adalah erkenne dich selbst. kalau salah grammar, sila jangan bobebobebobe dekat saya. sebab tu saya ambil dari gugel translator.

gugel: caaak!!!
saya: aishh. pantang sebut nama. terus keluor!


saya agak merasa pelik semasa buat test nih. dengan soalan mereka yang pelik pelik ya Rabbi. anda bayangkanlah. saya tengah minum air coffee mix tu kan, dengan roti kosong petak petak tu, sekali dia tanya " anda tercampak disesuatu tempat. dan bayangkan tempat itu" aishhh. mana lah saya tahu kan. soalan sepower itu dikala saya baru me'ngap' sekeping roti. tanyalah "siapa artis pilihan anda" ke, "warna kegemaran". senang sikit saya nak jawab.

banyak pulak saya mengomen. kembali ke tajuk asalnya tidak. testnya adalah disini!



Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hiks. kebanyakannya betul. saya pun tak tahu macam mana encik internet ni boleh mengagak saya begitu rupa. pelikkan teknologi maklumat zaman sekarang. macam macam benda boleh predict.

jujurnya lah kan, saya merasa agak sedih semasa buat test ni. saya pun tak tahu lah. soalan soalan dia begitu... begitu power bagi saya, dan seperti yang telah saya fikirkan selama ini. selepas buat test tu, saya berasa kosong. saya lihat ke tingkap, dan saya tak nampak apa apa, sebab tingkap saya tertutup. jadi saya tengok balik ke laptop saya ini dan sambung perasaan kosong saya itu. haih.

buat awak si kromosom XX. kita mungkin tidak sama, dan banyak perkara yang akan membezakan kita. semangat. fikiran, tindakan mengambil keputusan. semuanya lain. tetapi saya yakin, awak punyai apa yang saya kurang, dan saya pula akan mengisi kekosongan awak. awak akan lengkapi saya. dan begitu juga saya. saya akan lengkapi awak. saya akan sayang awak selagi dibenarkan Tuhan, dan akan jaga awak selagi saya masih wujud.

jaga diri.

notaapeape:
saya tahu awak mungkin sibuk sekarang. tak mengapa itu adalah lumrah. itu adalah cita cita awak, dan apa yang awak kejar selama ini selama bertahun di pengajian. apa apa hal, priority IS priority. live your life, live your dreams. go for it. semoga Allah menerangi jalan bagimu, sentiasa.



i miss you.